Tomorrow I start my new job :) Right now I'm sitting here listening to some ICP and drinking coffee. I went to Js' chorus thingy last night and ran into one of my friends there. He has lost a lot of weight and looks really good. I wonder if he'll have surgery to get rid of the extra skin he has now? I'm sure he will, I just didn't want to ask him. :)

Well I got through another day watching tv again. :) I know that's really boring but what can I say? I have to tell you all this laying around is making my back hurt so I'll be hittin' it real hard at the gym maybe tomorrow but definately on tuesday. I start my new job on Wednesday, I'm kinda looking forward to it but I wish I got one of the other jobs I'd appied for because of the money. Still waiting for the unemployment to kick in, I don't know why they have to take so long. I have 2 weeks til I have to pay my credit cards and phone bills again and so I only hope I have the money to do it. J is really down today and I wish he wasn't. I don't know what to do to make him happy again. I had to make him come upstairs to watch tv with me so he wasn't sitting by himself. He talks about going to Texas to a temple for about a month or so, and I think that might be a good idea, but it has to be for the right reason.

Ok I don't know where to start today. I am in a triad relationship with the jafer and grrrowler. We've been in this relationship for about 9 months now. I really love them alot and I can't imagine my life being any other way now. J suffers from depression and it really effects us but I know it effects T more mostly because they have been partnered for 11 years now and I'm new. I've met people with depression before but I've not been in a relationship with them. So this is all new to me and I'm trying to do my best.
T is in Oregon now visiting his mom so J and I are home doing nothing. Today I have to rerip some cds because they got doubled up somehow.

still bored, and now i'm hungry......again

i'm bored today

unemployment sucks a fat donky dick

OH MY GOD I'M SO BORED!!!!!

unhappy today

I'm really unhappy today.

BIGASS truck

Just got back from the store and I got to drive a BIGASS truck :)

sitting at home

Ok, San Francisco was fun:) I love going places and flying even if the paople I'm flying with try to tell me the light at the end of the wing is a star. :) Yes I fell for it. Now I know better. Next trip I think is to Long Beach again. And then , back to Cali to visit my brother.

A lot has happened since my last posting. I'm looking for a new job and I'm running out of money waiting for unemployment to kick in. I don't know why they have to take so long, but I guess it's the way it is.

I'm also finally getting my drivers licence, :) But don't worry, I already know how to drive, just going to do it legally now. :)

We have a new cat now and I wanted to name him "Mr. Rotten Treats". Anyone who listens to ICP will know what that is :). Anyway, his name is Max.