Now I've started my new job and it as good. I'm really upset because my first check doesn't come in time to pay my bills so mow everything is going to be late and some things won't get paid. :( Unemployment is still not paying me anything either. I don't know why they have to take so fucking long to pay something I've been paying into and belongs to me.

Tomorrow I start my new job :) Right now I'm sitting here listening to some ICP and drinking coffee. I went to Js' chorus thingy last night and ran into one of my friends there. He has lost a lot of weight and looks really good. I wonder if he'll have surgery to get rid of the extra skin he has now? I'm sure he will, I just didn't want to ask him. :)

Well I got through another day watching tv again. :) I know that's really boring but what can I say? I have to tell you all this laying around is making my back hurt so I'll be hittin' it real hard at the gym maybe tomorrow but definately on tuesday. I start my new job on Wednesday, I'm kinda looking forward to it but I wish I got one of the other jobs I'd appied for because of the money. Still waiting for the unemployment to kick in, I don't know why they have to take so long. I have 2 weeks til I have to pay my credit cards and phone bills again and so I only hope I have the money to do it. J is really down today and I wish he wasn't. I don't know what to do to make him happy again. I had to make him come upstairs to watch tv with me so he wasn't sitting by himself. He talks about going to Texas to a temple for about a month or so, and I think that might be a good idea, but it has to be for the right reason.

Ok I don't know where to start today. I am in a triad relationship with the jafer and grrrowler. We've been in this relationship for about 9 months now. I really love them alot and I can't imagine my life being any other way now. J suffers from depression and it really effects us but I know it effects T more mostly because they have been partnered for 11 years now and I'm new. I've met people with depression before but I've not been in a relationship with them. So this is all new to me and I'm trying to do my best.
T is in Oregon now visiting his mom so J and I are home doing nothing. Today I have to rerip some cds because they got doubled up somehow.

still bored, and now i'm hungry......again

i'm bored today

unemployment sucks a fat donky dick